I have always been fascinated by the darker side of life; man's more primal nature, needs, and desires. It has always seemed to me, to be more natural to feel anger, rage, sadness, despair, and express them, than to "be nice" and put on a nice bright "sunny" disposition. Why conceal what is in our hearts?

Its always been "not nice" to show one's fascination for darkness, "nice girls" simply do not have interests in those things. We always want to be good, cheerful, happy people. While I am far from unhappy, I no longer deny the darker sides of my heart. I have given into my fascination for and attraction to, all things dark. Now, its become more acceptable by a certain segment of people; these dark pleasures and passions are referred to as "Goth." Well, at least, I now have a name for my attraction to darkness. I can relate to Goth; music, literature, lifestyle, and yes, even the dark side of love.

It has taken me until I am in my late 30s to fully accept my dark passions, to allow myself to feel them, to give into them, to follow my attraction for the darkness in life. This website is my expression of my inner darkness, the dark passages to my heart and soul.